now is 2.43 am in the morning. going to be 3. is there hell in this world? do hell really exist? feel like crying.. really feel like..no tears after that incident..having a serious headache now. and i dunno why. somethings no matter how hard i try, i just dun understand..someone is going to say, "oh, you are just plain stupid.".. dun they know that it hurts.. maybe i made a wrong choice in the first place.. i wonder, izzit painful when people jump down from tall building; where did they get the courage to take a step out? one sentence or even one word from a person might cost a life. how powerful is this word or sentence.

projects to be handed in:

• DSA
• Internet Programming
• Web Portal Development Project

test coming my way:

• Electric Communication Test
• Comm Skills Common Test
• Electric Communication Common Test
• Marketing Common Test

not much time left. maybe i might be able to complete in time, maybe i might not. i know i have to complete all this in time. but where is my motivation? i need to find a place and take a breath. i am going to suffocate in all this projects and exams. My life until now, revolves around projects and exams. why can't it be more colourful? somebody will say,"it is you who didn't put in colours for ur life". i think i have run out of colours long ago. still having a headache at this moment. and this type of headache will follow me throughout my whole life.